August 2010
95 posts
First this….
and now this
I love black cinema.
Alone
I like being by myself, though I hate when I can’t stop my mind from sinking down into the depths. It reminds me of what a mess my life is and how little control I have over it. I hate when things don’t go the way I want them, I never realized how much of a control freak I was until I got dealt my shitty hand in the card game of life. It’s now one of those faults I know I have...
July 2010
61 posts
I was listening to an old Biggie song the other...
it’s one with Lil Kim called “Another Bitch” and it, Kim says “9 out of 10 nigga’s ain’t shit and 1 out of 5 nigga’s suck a dick” I find that statement to be quite true. #thatisall
Boredom leads to Surveys.
-What do you think about life? It’s a game and you have to play it to win. -What do you think about love? Proud member of the Love is for sucka’s movement.
-What do you think about work? two words…OVER and RATED. -What do you think about people? I don’t really like people…a person, yes but people together? ugh -What do you think about artists? The world needs more...
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It's not the who in your life, it's the time in...
-That’s a bunch of crap. That’s what I said.
I don't think I belong here, everyone is the...
:-)
Mad Girl's Love Song
“I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead; I lift my lids and all is born again. (I think I made you up inside my head.) The stars go waltzing out in blue and red, And arbitrary blackness gallops in: I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead. I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane. (I think I made you up inside my head.) God topples...
I'm okay with that
*Kelis' new album playing in the car*
Mom: what are you listening to?
Me: the new Kelis album, I kind of like it.
Mom: you are SO weird
Me: ......I'm okay with that.
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"Do you even remember what the issue is? You just...
Our Hopes and Expectations....Black Holes and...
Mine Mind
Going 150 mph down a unpaved road, not stopping for potholes or forks in the road. Who…what will I slow down for? No one. My mind is in a one woman race with herself.
“Creativity is essentially a lonely art. An even lonelier struggle. To some a...”
I have a theory on why I can’t shake this mood. It wasn’t the rejection….it was the fact I felt how happy I could have been and it wasn’t something I could control. And when that feeling was taken away, so unexpectedly…..I had/am having a hard time accepting it. Attribute it to me being somewhat of a control freak. Or, just not understanding why it happened. And if...
People see what they want, hear what they want and do what they WANT. I don’t know why I expected you to be so different.
I don't understand...
It amazes me that, through all the bullshit I’ve gone through with guys in my semi short history of dating that I still want to be in love. And believe me, it’s been some serious bullshit. Maybe it’s because I’ve never experienced it, and I hate feeling left out. Or it could be i’m a glutton for punishment. I’m not sure which one it is….I’m not too...
Why is it easier to throw a pity party than it is to actually be happy?
Being an adult is not all it’s cracked up to be.
On a rainy day like today
and a collection of her songs
JOY
House marathon!! All i’m missing is the chinese take out….*calls speed dial #4*
I need to stop getting so upset about things I can’t change and start focusing on the things I can change.
Hope ~ to feel that something desired may happen
So I just read she hopes to release a new album...
Random Things I thought today
…..that didn’t make it on twitter.
HEY! my underwear matches….I should go find someone and get laid
Grown-upness is way over-rated
why does my heart never listen to my mind?…..that can’t be a good thing.
I can not spend the rest of my life on this rock!
huh….no one told me they love me. *tells self how much she loves her*
wait, you mean the world...
Why can’t I stop thinking about someone that obviously doesn’t want me?
“Sometimes I go about pitying myself. And all the while I am being carried across...”
– Kahlil Gibran
“There’s nothing like rejection to make you do an inventory of yourself”
– ~ James Lee Burke
As it Goes, I want to too
The days are getting unbearable and the nights, forgettable
Time is passing me by
I can see it escape
Taking with it my incandescence, the light that illuminates my spirit
Day by day it gets less and less
I want to save it but my motivation is non existent
Drained of my fight
I believe I am forced to be stuck with my plight
How I wish I could escape with the time
Get lost in it’s nothingness
Ever...
Mr. Incredible Ms. Unforgettable - Leela James
15 Facts
I’ve seen a few folks doing this 15 facts thing along with different things every day but I’m not going do the other days cause well, I don’t like saying I’m going do something knowing damn well I’m not going to do OR that I will forget (which is highly possible) and then I feel all guilty cause I didn’t do it when I said I would….that whole word is your...
everybody wants that somebody
Happy Bithday Bahamas
Our World is full of Injustices
“If everyone howled at every injustice, every act of barbarism, every act of unkindness, then we would be taking the first step towards a real humanity”
“Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere”
“Justice is rather the activity of truth, than a virtue in itself. Truth tells us what is due to others, and justice renders that due. Injustice is acting...
“You may have a fresh start at any moment you choose, for this thing that we call...”
– Mary Pickford 